I can not, I repeat can not find the drive, will or determination to keep on top of cleaning the house. I mean really clean it. I feel like it’s almost pointless. We are living in such disarray that I turn around walk out the room and leave it for “tomorrow”. I have got to get my mind right and this house in order. I am beyond the point of frustration with myself. I have nothing or no one to blame but me.
Maybe Robin and I should go away for a weekend, take a break and reset ourselves. We are constantly reminded of everything that needs to be done, fixed, replaced or updated and it is wearing us out! Don’t get me wrong, we love our home and being homeowners, it’s just I would love to see a dent put in, projects marked off on all that we see needs addressing.
I’m thinking a get away may be the solution.